How can i explain myself to others when i cant understand myself ?

My journey to accept myself and my condition hasn't been a piece of cake . Then is good i have inner strength and am able to take myself , with a bit of a laugh .

Life never was a dance on roses growing up
but looking back at my up bring i am incredible grateful for getting out before my illness gave in .

I never knew a lot about my epilepsy , growing up and was living in the belief that i could be
anything i set my mind to , but that wasn't the case ! A lot of my dreams has been crushed along the way but when one door closes , an other opens !

But back to the start , i wasn't born with epilepsy . It was developed during a fall at the school yard . I was a pretty popular girl until that day when i got dethroned over the night , friends turned to foes , school turned into hospital , lessons turned into different test , blood , urine , spine but i never been a girl that whine !

My mother did the crying for me , and i really didn't understand the circumstance of my fall and my conditions , but now i dow but it hasn't stop make me fulfill my dreams . I am not my condition , my epilepsy don't define me ! Its just a part of me ….